SORRY BUT IT'S ALL GOING TO BE IN CAPS

CCA SELECTION:
1.GUITAR ENSEMBLE
2.SOCCER
3.PHOTOGRAPHY SOCIETY

GUESS WHAT I GOT???

AVA!DAMN MAD,SAD,ANGRY,EMO,PARANOID,LOW...AVA NOT EVEN IN MY CHOICES LA

NOT THAT I GOT ANYTHING WITH AVA,IT'S JUST THAT I WANT SOMETHING FUN,A CCA WHICH I CAN RELAX AND JUST HAVE PLENTY OF FUN...

INSTEAD OF REGRETTING WHAT I DIDNT DO IN THE PAST,I'M TRYING TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF WHAT I CAN CHANGE SUCH AS APPEALING OUT OF AVA

I RATHER IT BE CALLED MEDIA CLUB(LIKE IN XINMIN)THAN AVA CLUB.AT LEAST THERE'S OTHER THINGS LIKE PHOTO OR VIDEOS.

HAD TO DO AN INTRODUCTION TODAY DURING THE CCA SESSION.ONE OF THE QUESTION WAS "WHY YOU CHOSE TO JOIN AVA?"
"I DID NOT CHOSE TO COME TO AVA!!!"THEN THE JC2 STARTED CHEERING,I WAS LIKE @#$% YOUR HEAD AR!

WHY DONT WE HAVE MORE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE WHAT WE WANT AS OUR CCA SINCE CCA ISNT REALLY THAT IMPORTANT IN JC...REMEMBERED WHAT THEY SAID DURING THE CCA TALK.CHOOSE A CCA THAT YOU HAVE A PASSION AND INTEREST FOR.YES!I CHOSE MY FAVOURITE ONES BUT YOU DIDNT GAVE IT TO ME.EVEN RUNNER'S CLUB SEEMS TO BE MORE FUN THAN AVA...

I WAS FINE IN SCHOOL THOUGH,A LITTLE FRUSTRATED AFTER REACHING HOME.PROBABLY BECAUSE I HAD TOO MUCH TIME TO THINK.REALISED WHEN I THINK TOO MUCH,I BECOME A LITTLE PARANOID AND START TO BE ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR NOT DOING CERTAIN THINGS.

IF I'M STRUCK IN AVA CLUB,I WOULD HAVE BECOME THE 'CLUB GUY'
PRI SCH:IT CLUB
SCIENCE CLUB
MATHS CLUB
SEC SCH:INNOVATOR'S CLUB/SCIENCE ACADEMY

I WOULD RATHER JOIN ROBOTICS THAN AVA.I WOULD DEFINITELY BE ABLE TO GO TO ANY SCHOOL THROUGH DSA USING ROBOTICS.THAT GOLD AWARD FROM THE NGEE ANN POLY COMPETITION.OWNED ALL THE OTHER SCHOOLS THAT ENTERED.I COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEWHERE,SOMEWHERE WITH ROBOTICS.

PROGRAMMING WAS A USEFUL SKILL I LEARNED FROM ROBOTICS.I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR,I WANT TO LEARN A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT.AFTER BEING A MUSIC IDIOT FOR 16 YEARS,I WANT TO TRY,TO LEARN AN INSTRUMENT APART FROM THAT DUMB RECORDER.

IT'S LIKE THE SAME FEELING WHEN I GOT BACK MY O LEVEL RESULTS

ARGH APPEAL TO SOMEWHERE,ANYWHERE.

Dead And Gone - T.I.

"I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me's dead and gone but the new me will be alright"

CIAO CIAO