Mnet Music Awards

This was the first award show to do with kpop

Well,it turned out badly for me

First,i found out online that SM entertainment artists will not be attending the event

That was disappointing enough

No SHINee

No SNSD

Means No Sooyoung

T.T

Well as least they're nominated,so it's not that bad

Then at the end of the show i got depressed...

Not really depressed,just sian

Turns out none of the SM artists won award

Mnet seriously biased

Just because there were conflicts between Mnet and SM,they didnt win anything

Super Junior got like 40% of the online votes compared to 2pm's 20%

And 2pm won the best male group!

2pm went on to dominate the rest of the male group awards

The worst part

2ne1 and Miss A dominated the female group categories

I'm ok with Miss A but i dont like 2ne1

Not my genre of music

Neither my SNSD nor my KARA managed to beat those two female groups

SNSD can win Miss A and 2ne1 together with a person left

Biased Mnet

I wait for the Melon awards

Hopefully it wont be like that

So Nyuh Shi Dae Hwaiting!

CIAO CIAO

2S03

My JC2 class for 2010

And i'm the lone warrior from 1S07 in the class

T.T

Well,at least there are people i know there

Xin Yi,Ee Keng and Wei Lip

Top 2 of the AVA hierarchy in the same class

So like Ding Wei said,this class the people abit nerdy

The class not fun liao

At least there's more girls now...like 9?

More quality and quantity now :O

I thought Elisha sure my class one since we got the same rank points

Turns out the Hist people are all together

Same for the Lit people

And the closest Econs people are Zihan and Arvind

50+- 4 points

So Zihan went to 2S04 and Arvind in 2S02

Sighhhhh

We can only see how it turns out next year

I miss my 1S07...

CIAO CIAO

The day before...

I got a sms from school and this was part of what's on it

"(1)0730-0800:check 2011JC2 CG noticeboard in concourse

(2)0800-0830:CT period in assigned CT venue"

Mrs Lian was right about when the classes will be released

Sad>Happy

I'm not exactly happy to get a new class

Probably just making new friends

Lots of sadness in me

Wonder who's going to be in my class for next year

I'm never really thought about splitting with my class people

Never once did i felt like "i hate this class,i want a new class"

NEVER

This class's fun

Everyone gets along with one another so well

I want Zihan

I want Shawn

I want Elisha

I need more girls in the class xP

CIAO CIAO

Lesson resumes

As of tomorrow

Well,i dont mind though

But it would be good to have like a one week break before lessons resumes

I end my OP on Fri lo

Still havent fully relaxed yet

Unlike those groups that finished like on Mon and Tues

Somehow,after coming to JC

I'm slowing liking doing homework

All subjects and not just those that i'm more interested in

Probably cause i'm sometimes competing with Shawn

And also i want to complete my work so i can start learning new things earlier

Havent touched my notes for quite a long time

Slowly forgetting things

Noticed it when Keith asked me some chem questions

Took me quite some time to figure out the answers

And Zihai completely forgot the concept

I'm eager to learn J2 stuff

I got stacks of those books at home but i'm just too lazy to flip through them

Better start soon

J2's crazy

These two weeks of supplementary lesson could be the last thing studying together with some of my classmates

I really like this class...♥

T.T

And this is my 200th post...maybe i should move this to post #201

So i can make an exclusive post #200 xD

CIAO CIAO

End of PW

With the end of OP signals the end of PW

It was around 2.30pm

We were the last group in the afternoon session to be presenting

We were the last group in our class to do our OP

I was the last speaker of the group

I was the last to answer the Q n A

I was the one to close the curtain on PW for our class

Through the OP,i found weird points about myself

I'm more nervous waiting for my turn to present rather than when i'm presenting

I do too many hand gestures

I smile unconsciously even when i'm presenting a serious topic

(remembers my powerpoint on suicide caused by depression)

I guess i no longer fear public speaking as much as before

Thanks to the training in JC

CCA time was a weekly time i could pratice public speaking

Though it's only to about 20 people

Making announcement during morning assembly was another example

(Remember my "No money,No song" announcement?)

Would never get the courage to do it last time

Would have push it to my president to give the announcement

Remembered making a speech in Sec 3

All because Samson didnt want to do it

I was FREAKING nervous!!!

I just want to get it over and done with

My legs were literally shaking

I dared not look at the audience,only at my script

(That means my awareness of audience is AE)

On to what happened during my OP

My group was the second group in the afternoon session

I rather go first and watch the second presentation with any worries

However,it may be to our advantage

I felt our presentation was much better than the group before us

Maybe not much better

But better...

In terms of both the powerpoint slides and the script

Personally,i felt having Mr Lim as one of the assessor was a good thing

Not that because he's our CT and would give us good grades

But because it gave me some peace of mind

At least the audiences wasnt so alien to me

So before our presentation start,the moderator came in

Told myself "Shit,why did the moderator come at this time?"

It was actually a blessing though

She's really friendly

While i was doing my presentation,she smiled at me whenever i looked in her direction

I think that helped to calm me down a lot

Having Mr Lim there helped a lot as well

I guess my QnA ok...

Might have shoot my strategy a little

But at least it wasnt those horrible answwers

PW has taught me many things

And change my perceptions as well

Dr Choe made me realize many things

Certainly a life tutor

He just want us to learn the hard way and through experience

Sacrifices is needed

But there's a limit to it

Like there's a limit to everything

CIAO CIAO

PW

PW-a double edged sword?

First,i shall start by how it slashes me

Well,it drains a hell lot of energy out of me

Sleepless nights(have never got sleepless before,just an expression)

More white hair too and less brain cells

Most prominent on Ding Wei

Have to keep thinking of ideas and how to modify them

Enduring long hours in school till it closes

Running on empty stomachs while editing our project

Next,how it benefited me in one way or another

It bonded the class really well i would say

Spending days and nights together in the same classroom

Going through each other's work to make sure they are up to standard

Making sure every paragraphs have the required elements

Doing stupid things when everyone's tired

Eating at the Teochew porridge stall(though it only happened once)

Mass buying food from SSC and taking a long time to return

Cam-whoring

Hours ranting about how boring PW is together

The list goes on...

Those are all memories

No one really treasure when you are in it

It's only when everything's over and you think back

Do you truly miss those times and wish you could re-live parts of it again

PW isnt that bad afterall...

CIAO CIAO

Blogging

SOMEONE searched "Davis Godlight" using Google ah

And use Nokia to view my blog

Must be Cheng Hui

HAHA

I dont really care who reads my blog anymore

The Cbox's dead as well

I stopped reading most people's blog as well

Only those that update regularly

Guess social networking sites like Facebook and Twitter has taken over blogs

Blogs were such a hot thing in the past

I did not created my blog when it was hot

And I only created it to allow myself to read things i did in the past

You can just post short paragraphs on Facebook whenever you want to share something with others

No longer do you have to sit in front and the computer and try to draft out several paragraphs of words

This blog's reaching its second year of service

Comparing to the posts in the past,i've been putting less effort

No more long essays

Just short paragraphs to let readers know it's still alive

I no longer dictate my day here

Though i said i wanted to record down every moment during the start of the year

This year,i've become more cautious when blogging

You really dont know who reads your blog

UNLESS you're some master hacker

or there's really not a lot you know about the reader

I'll keep this blog alive

Plus,there are things i promised i will discuss on this blog

I dont know what's gotten into me

Probably the effects of society

I've said several things

Maybe you interpreted it wrongly

I've also not said certain things,fear that i would hurt

"You cant control what people think"

CIAO CIAO

Korea owns,online streaming owns

First time watching Music Core

Wanted see SNSD perform

Didnt watch much of the show,only wanted to watch them perform

And maybe listen to some new songs by other bands

They were the last to perform,just like the previous episode

Online streaming's good :D

Allow me to watch korean programme even though i didnt subscribe to it on Mio tv

Watched Man U vs Wolves through online streaming again... :P

2:1 to Man U

Park JS double secured united win

WOO!!!

KOREA FTW!!!

My dota skill like super lousy now

Where's all the noobs???

They've probably been training when i stop playing for that long period of time

Some Furion called me loser and left the game after i killed him thrice

Who's the loser now!!!

OP next week and the holiday can sort of begin

I'm weird...

The more rehearsals i have,the lousier i get

Probably because i trying to memorize the script and thus paused too long at times

What i said for every presentation are never the same

I will always impromptu something

Why cannot look at the slide???

It's not like you're talking while facing the slide the whole time

I need to confirm whether what i said and the slides are the same ma

Bonding people through dota

CIAO CIAO