A new beginning

Why care about the past?Why bother getting struck in it?It's not the end of the world.Time to get out,a new beginning awaits.Happiness is something one can create.Finding happiness in everything you do,despite the circumstances.I want to live a happier life...

Yamamoto Takeshi,my role model.Yes he may be just an anime character but his personality is somewhat like mine.He's always smiling and very serious when needed.I just need to be more serious and sharper when i have to.

Utsushi Ame
うつし雨
(Reflective Rain)

Time to strike...

Life After You-Daughtry

"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you"

CIAO CIAO

Messed up

I could have talked about yesterday's BBQ but i couldn't.All i could think of now is the o lvl results tomorrow.

A little crazy now...AHHHH!!!Whenever i think off my "Worst case scenario",i become very depressed like i dropped into some abyss.For the past few days i've been trying to forget this "MONDAY".But now,monday is just one day away and i couldn't help but think about it.

This "Worst case scenario" is making me crazy.Like yesterday during the class BBQ,i was shaking "uncontrollably",i dont know why but maybe its because of the o lvl results ba.

I trying to occupy myself with anything i could do and not allowing myself to have any free time to think.I will fall into this abyss again.

I hope its Tuesday now,at least i would have known about my score and spare me the agony of waiting.Waiting-something that kills me inside out.I want it to be over...I've waited too long.This force,it's much greater than the one before.

My mind is so blank now i dont know what to write anymore...

When the new school term starts,it will be a new environment,new faces.I hope i will still see some familiar ones,at least there are people i know.

Closer - Ne-Yo

"I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop"

CIAO CIAO

Losing it

I losing that touch,something has gone missing.I wasn't what i used to be,i'm becoming rusty.It's time to polish my skills and show off what i have.Time to own!

CIAO CIAO

Lazy

Lazy to blog...dont really know what to blog about as well.Why not one update their blogs one?

Holiday's coming to an end...it's the end.O lvl result on the 11th Jan.People,stop thinking about the day,it wouldnt change anything,it just makes you panicked.I trying not to think about it but the people around me are talking about Monday...Stop it la!!!

Woke up two days again and the first song i heard was "If Everyone Cared" and like Nickelback a lot.Realised several songs i really like were from Nickelback."If Today was Your Last Day" and "Gotta Be Somebody" are nice songs.Didnt know "Photograph" and "Far Away" were from Nickelback.

Never Gonna Be Alone-Nickelback

"Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you"

CIAO CIAO

Funny

Went out yesterday with Aaron,Daniel and Plato
Went to Vivo,Ion and Wisma.Something funny happened while we were eating at KFC.

Daniel:I saw Akon at Sentosa.You know what's Akon?
Aaron:It's a nut right???

HAHAHA!!!Acorn,Akon LOL!Ok stop laughing at Aaron liao but it was super funny.Epic leh...

Going out now...

CIAO CIAO

Diary

Started writing my diary yesterday,the first entry though.
Never had this idea of starting a diary but they are some inner feelings i cannot tell you my readers here.It will only make people angry and lead to some misunderstandings.It's better to write it down somewhere.I'm not going to keep those feelings in my heart as it hurts to hold on to it for too long.Keeping of this diary is also for reference.Maybe ten years down the road,i will take out this diary again and read the things i've written and think of the old days.Good or bad whatever,since they would have been the past.So,i may start neglecting this space for some time.I'm writing this post rather than a diary entry today,even though i got lots of things to write.Talking about writing,i havent written a word for a long long time and my handwriting definitely became very ugly.

Breaking The Habit-Linkin Park

"I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused"

CIAO CIAO

1ST JAN 2010

Whole new year and i already feel like a whole new ME...

For this year,i'm going to blog about every event that happen so that i can check again next time if i want to.

#1 of 2010

Well,i wasnt expecting to go out today...was reading the newspaper and saw this advertisement about sports wear on discount at Suntec.Wanted to get a pair of street soccer shoe as my white T90 is ripping apart soon.Sian...no soccer shoe there,only got sports shoe and there are not very nice,so i didnt buy anything.

My mum and dad then went to look at some Buddua relics...lol.Super long queue trying to enter the exhibition hall.Since the queue was so long and i wasnt really interested in these type of things,i "abandoned" my parents.Didnt know what to do at first,wanted to just walk away Suntec look look see see.i then decided to take photos of the War Memorial as it was only across the street.

When i stepped out of the underpass,i realised i was on the wrong side of the street.On my left was the War Memorial,on my right was the Singapore Flyer(not that near but i could see).So i decided to walk to the Singapore Flyer.

It's quite far from Suntec City but for me,i will walk to places about 2km from where i am.So there's how my journey to the Singapore Flyer started.

The Singapore Flyer is super duper gigantic,i felt so small standing under it.It should be a wonder in the world.I could never get a full view of it on my camera,unless you go to the Expressway nearby and take a picture.The view around the Singapore Flyer is breathtaking.A great sea view with the IR in the distance and the Singapore Flyer behind you.

I was standing on this road along the 'coastline' taking photos of the Singapore Flyer.Later did i realise that I WAS ACTUALLY ON THE F1 TRACK!If i was a F1 driver,i'm sure to be distracted by the Singapore Flyer,especially since its at night where the Singapore Flyer is lit up.The pit lane divider was still present.

After taking many photos,i went to emo by the 'coastline' for awhile.That was until i found a great view and took out my camera to take photos again.

I walked back to Suntec City to find my parents.Saw the floating platform on the way back.Wanted to go but thought i gave it a pass this time and come again another time when i have time to slowing take the all the photos i want.Further down was the Esplanade.Damn!I'll come next time and take photos.

Went to the Fountain of Wealth to take photos too.Went to walk around the fountain and made a wish.Hope it comes true...

Felt like a tourist today.Taking photos of all these tourist attractions.

Photo expedition #1 was quite a success,looking forward to #2.

Share photos:

The War Memorial that i didnt go to

View of The Singapore Flyer from Suntec City

Getting warmer

I'm there!

The Pit Lane divider

Fountain of Wealth

No more quotes for 2010...ending off my post with a part of a song since i like music

Crush-David Archuleta

"I tried and tried to walk away

But i know that this crush ain't going away"

CIAO CIAO