Monday, January 18, 2010

A day of anime

Spent the day watching anime :D

What better way to spend the afternoon watching anime and eating almond paste?Although Aaron called me to go out but gave me such a short notice.

"If you lose without drying,it means luck was on your side.When that happens,focus on surviving.Survive and kill the people who couldn't kill you." - Zaraki Kenpachi

Friday, January 15, 2010

A new beginning

Why care about the past?Why bother getting struck in it?It's not the end of the world.Time to get out,a new beginning awaits.Happiness is something one can create.Finding happiness in everything you do,despite the circumstances.I want to live a happier life...

Yamamoto Takeshi,my role model.Yes he may be just an anime character but his personality is somewhat like mine.He's always smiling and very serious when needed.I just need to be more serious and sharper when i have to.

Utsushi Ame
うつし雨
(Reflective Rain)

Time to strike...

Life After You-Daughtry

"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you"

CIAO CIAO

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Messed up

I could have talked about yesterday's BBQ but i couldn't.All i could think of now is the o lvl results tomorrow.

A little crazy now...AHHHH!!!Whenever i think off my "Worst case scenario",i become very depressed like i dropped into some abyss.For the past few days i've been trying to forget this "MONDAY".But now,monday is just one day away and i couldn't help but think about it.

This "Worst case scenario" is making me crazy.Like yesterday during the class BBQ,i was shaking "uncontrollably",i dont know why but maybe its because of the o lvl results ba.

I trying to occupy myself with anything i could do and not allowing myself to have any free time to think.I will fall into this abyss again.

I hope its Tuesday now,at least i would have known about my score and spare me the agony of waiting.Waiting-something that kills me inside out.I want it to be over...I've waited too long.This force,it's much greater than the one before.

My mind is so blank now i dont know what to write anymore...

When the new school term starts,it will be a new environment,new faces.I hope i will still see some familiar ones,at least there are people i know.

Closer - Ne-Yo

"I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop"

CIAO CIAO

Friday, January 8, 2010

Losing it

I losing that touch,something has gone missing.I wasn't what i used to be,i'm becoming rusty.It's time to polish my skills and show off what i have.Time to own!

CIAO CIAO

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Lazy

Lazy to blog...dont really know what to blog about as well.Why not one update their blogs one?

Holiday's coming to an end...it's the end.O lvl result on the 11th Jan.People,stop thinking about the day,it wouldnt change anything,it just makes you panicked.I trying not to think about it but the people around me are talking about Monday...Stop it la!!!

Woke up two days again and the first song i heard was "If Everyone Cared" and like Nickelback a lot.Realised several songs i really like were from Nickelback."If Today was Your Last Day" and "Gotta Be Somebody" are nice songs.Didnt know "Photograph" and "Far Away" were from Nickelback.

Never Gonna Be Alone-Nickelback

"Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you"

CIAO CIAO

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Funny

Went out yesterday with Aaron,Daniel and Plato
Went to Vivo,Ion and Wisma.Something funny happened while we were eating at KFC.

Daniel:I saw Akon at Sentosa.You know what's Akon?
Aaron:It's a nut right???

HAHAHA!!!Acorn,Akon LOL!Ok stop laughing at Aaron liao but it was super funny.Epic leh...

Going out now...

CIAO CIAO

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Diary

Started writing my diary yesterday,the first entry though.
Never had this idea of starting a diary but they are some inner feelings i cannot tell you my readers here.It will only make people angry and lead to some misunderstandings.It's better to write it down somewhere.I'm not going to keep those feelings in my heart as it hurts to hold on to it for too long.Keeping of this diary is also for reference.Maybe ten years down the road,i will take out this diary again and read the things i've written and think of the old days.Good or bad whatever,since they would have been the past.So,i may start neglecting this space for some time.I'm writing this post rather than a diary entry today,even though i got lots of things to write.Talking about writing,i havent written a word for a long long time and my handwriting definitely became very ugly.

Breaking The Habit-Linkin Park

"I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused"

CIAO CIAO

Undecided

I seem to always end up here when I need to do some soul-searching. 4 years of university, coming to an end soon. To be honest, I don...