Saw the light at the end of the tunnel

Back in action again...

Went to AMK Hub to watch Avatar with my gang of friends-Lester,Wesley,Kai Yuan,Bryan,Johnny and Mattheus.First time watching a movie in 3D...the experience wasnt such a pleasant one at first.My eyes hurt a lot for the first maybe 20 minutes of the movie,had to adapt.We had to wear these glasses which make us look like cyclops hehe :D.

Based on cross reference with Facebook and Kai Yuan,I concluded that NJL and friends went to AMK Hub to watch Avatar too.Kai Yuan claimed he saw NJL at Pepper Lunch...ok i didnt look in.





Tada!Cyclops!!!

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I'm fighting a losing battle-with myself...

Too many things cramped into my head...i need a day,just a day.To clear my mind and to think of my next move.I think i'm angry with myself...for the things i've done and things i didnt do.This void in me....something i've never felt before.Too many question marks and exclamation marks in my head.I apologized if i've given you cold shoulders during this period of time but i'm confused and a little paranoid.Even the thing that i enjoy the most couldnt help-soccer.Was constantly angry at the defenders...had to run up and down the field,performing the duites of a defender and a striker...HELLO!!!I'm not Wayne Rooney...I know playing as a defender isnt fun but too bad you have to live with it,that's life.Only scoring a goal excites me and boost my morale by a little.I wasnt enjoying the game anymore,it seems like a way to let off steam.I need a breather,i really do.

Stress,expectations,deadline,schedule,restrictions are now my enemies.I find myself doing weird things.Staring into space seem to take me away from this world and allow me to enjoy some peace and tranquility.Only in my dreams can i be in my own world where my imagination can run wild...somewhere my enemies couldnt find me.

I need to act fast before i break apart...I have to win this fight because this is life.Unpredictable and never smooth sailing.I expect too much,there will always be something blocking your path,obstacles one has to overcome.

"Life has given me lemons,now i just need to find something to make my lemonade"

CIAO CIAO

Nothing to blog about...

Last week...an emotional week.
Lots of things going through my brain,needed to shout it all out...but i couldnt.Wanted to keep a diary to let out all that feelings but gave up in the end.Talking to someone worked a little but i couldnt tell the full details to them...

It seems like i'm not the only one being emotional...

This hole in my heart,maybe only you can fill it up

CIAO CIAO

Havent blog in some time

Spent the morning playing soccer...Soccer training with Lester.Realised i forgot to bring my socks upon reaching the field beside Punggol CC.My wife(my soccer boots) wasnt as dirty today because the ground wasnt as muddy.It hasnt been raining for the past few days,so the sun had baked the ground,causing it to be really hard.

We then went to Hougang mall to have lunch.For those we have been to Hougang mall with me,i would have brought you to my favourite kopitam for a meal.Mixed vegetable rice-2 veg,1 meat...$2.50 :D

Spent the rest of the day doing some reading and watching "Bleach"(IT'S AN ANIME!!!)on my PSP.Decided to watch "Bleach" again because the latest episode of "Hitman Reborn" isnt out yet...

Here i am,blogging now...

Making both sides happy isnt easy...

CIAO CIAO

Shopping

Went shopping with my mum today...havent been going out with her since the holiday started.I admitted i spent more times with my friends than with my mum during the holidays.

So,we went to Tampines Mall for lunch and then walk around Tampines Mall and Tampines One.

Got a little bored and started taking photos...with my handphone...

Soccer shoes make me go crazy...wish i could have them all

Red or black...i want both...

Great view from the Tampines One food court

Bringing my camera the next time i go out...

Long day...

Yesterday was a long day
Started with badminton at the hougang stadium with Zi Xuan,Yu Xin and NJL.We then went home to bath before going to AMK hub to watch movie.

Zi Xuan came to my house to bath cause his house was too far away.Dreamnt of Zi Xuan in my toliet once...weird dream.You could say that the dream became reality...We then rushed to AMK hub to watch movie with NJL,Yu Xin and her sister.

Watched New Moon...i went for the action cause i didnt read the book.Well,not much action though...just many scenes where 'Jacob' appear topless.LOL!Zi Xuan got really high when he saw the cars,especially the Porsche 911.I felt the ending of the movie sux...really sux.If you watched the movie you will agree with me.We didnt even know the movie ended until the lights came on.After watching the movie,i may consider reading the book...

After the movie,Zi Xuan,Yu Xin,NJL and i went to library to chit chat.Chit chat in the library...LOL.We were discussing if there are any more plans for the week...and we realised that the four of us seem to be the only ones that are free.Many were overseas or were working.Talking about work,i wonder when my pay will come.

The agony of waiting...

CIAO CIAO

NOT AGAIN!!!

Played soccer today...and i couldnt get a hat trick(3 goals in a match)again!!!AH!Frustrating...only managed to score two.Third time i couldnt score a hat trick and could only score two...AH.My body is now tired and feeling bit of pain from the exercises i did for the last few days.My legs are tired from running during badminton and especially soccer.Right hand from badminton.Left hand got injured cause i knocked into Royce...i think tomorrow will have blue black liao.

My Holiday Soccer Log
2 Matches
4 Goals
2 Assists
0 Yellow Card
0 Red Card

HAHA.A new week tomorrow...a very long week ahead.No plans at all lo...i must not be in front of the computer the whole day.

The one who chases will always win the one reluctant to run...no matter the distance

CIAO CIAO